Welcome to MY world....

I am the Artist they call Dawn Marie.
It will be here that i come to try to make sence of daily events and share creativity with you or just reflect on whats stiring in my Imagination . It is here I will mix reality with imagination and have fun doing so. Grab a comfy seat and sit a spell and let the magic begin........ when you wish upon A star........ star light star bright first star I see tonight wish I may wish I might........
With sprinkles of fairy dust....enjoy

I knew I was born a Fairy!

I knew I was born a Fairy!
ahh the smell of burning sage.....

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Magical Fairy Orb

Here is the fairy orb I created. The directions for this are in a couple posts below. This is a close up of the FO and the post under this one is the way it looks hanging,But wait theres more.....:) when i hung the orb by a window and the view came thru the orb, I was to say the least very excited!!! The trick is to not put to much ink on the glass and to dab it not smoosh it around , unless oyu want to of course:) Go for it....enjoy
Fae Hugs,
Dawn

The Sun was upon us!!


today was a much better day :) Thanks for the well wishes and prayers they all helped more then you know! Mom was put thru some therapy today to get her on her feet. she can walk with the aid of a walker. She can talk and she doesn't remeber much of last night and swears half of it never happened! Thank goodness DH was with so I know i'm not crazy!! they are keeping her in the hospital for observation and untill they get her blood to thin. They believe that her stroke was due to her thicker blood which her ins # was way down 1.9 and its sposed to be 2.5-3.5 so she's got to relax as it is hard for her sweet heart to pump thick blood ! She misses the dog's:) imagine that lol. I called her this morning and she was going to be having more tests done and therapy and then shower/bath and then lunch and nap WOW i'm not sure i'd be up for all that!!! poor mom. anyhoo she told us to go to the fall festival in our town and then have dinner and call her, as she would not be in her room most the day and then she'd be resting. SO hard as it was not to rush there anyways i listened(oooo thats new for me LOL) we went to the fall fest. It was not as much fun without my mom but she wanted us to be there and have fun and if we cud sneak her some ribs, well NO ribs for momma sorry ma. I got a hand knit bolivian wool sweater from DH and DS for my B-day early :) oh and with losing so much sleep i'm a bit chilled now, so it felt good to wear even tho it was a BEAUTIFUL day today! I went to bed with a positive thoughts and woke up to sunshine and warmer weather which was well received! I at first i wished i had put a tent booth up, but now with mom not well i would have lost my money on the booth so there is a reason for everything. I am going to add some pics to my flikr and maybe i will post a teaser here :) my latest work. hope you enjoy!! And many blessings and good vibes are being sent to you all right now!
lov n hugs,
Dawn

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Tonight my life changed...

Tonight was not as much fun as i had planned. My mom had been acting kind of strange today and having a hard time walking and staying awake. I kept checking on her all day and she seemed to get worse with time. My Hubby came home and i asked him to come with me pls to "interview" mom as at times i feel as though i am crazy, coz mom will act out of sorts and when i tell Dh about it she denys it, thus making me feel as tho i was overreacting.
God has plans for us and I'm so very sure of this now... We managed to get mom in the car after being threatened that 911 would be called if she did not come on her own. By this time she could hardly walk. I had to practically carry her to the car, DH drove as i was turned around in the seat watching over my mom, well she had a stroke in the back seat while i was watching and it's the worst thing i've ever witnessed ! Worse then that, there was NOTHING i could do as we were half way to the hospital ER. I have no idea how i got to the hospital without totally flipping out. I guess survival instincts kick in and you concentrate on helping and getting the job done untill its safe to break down. By the time we got to the hospital, she could not talk other then babble some senceless words and she just kinda slumped over in the seat and she looked as though she was looking thru me. I prayed so hard that God please keep her safe and to please let me have more time with her. I've lost my dad and she is the only parent i have left and she's a young 79 most the time. Well the thought entered my mind "what if".... what if she was paralized and couldn't function, what if she was in pain and couldn't tell us.,alot of what if's went thru my mind that were not so pretty nor would i wish to live like that in any of those "what if "cases... so I asked God to please do what is best for her and please dont let her live in pain and please make the best decision for her, and if it was her time I wouldnt be selfish. Sure i got kinda angry, hurt, all kinds of emotions started flowing while we waited for the ER DR to assess her. Now anyone who knows me knows how attached to my mom i am, we've been living with and caring for her for 5 years now and we were close before and now she's like half the time my mom and half time my second child. I was so scared of what the Dr would tell us when we could go in the room. So finally they opened the door, i was crying and so panicked and scared. The dr told us she had a stroke and when they were hooking her up to all the monitors, DR. asked if she had a recusatation wishes and she said " yes, do it".. OMG i'm still crying!! this is so hard but if i dont write it out i can't get past it. I truely believe that by letting God make the decision and my not being selfish gave us more time together. I hope she lives a long long time, but if its going to be in agony , then i dont wish her to live that way. I have no clue what tomarrow holds but i am going to wake up positive ! Tonight i think i learned that life is so very short and it is so worth living and living to the fullest! Tonight has changed my life in big ways and in positive ways. would i want to go thru that again ? I'd rather not. But i am so thankful for my family and friends. You all make life worth living and I know when it's time you will be here for me to cry on your cyber shoulder and help me through it. Mom needs prayers, good vibes whatever you believe in thats positive and good energy. Thanks for reading this far, knowing your a true friend is a blessing.
lots of hugs and love to you all,
Dawn xo

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Where to begin?........

I have learned so much in the past couple days and i will pass it on to you ......Grab a pen and paper and if you get a grand idea while your writing by all means write it down!!!
I've created some pretty cool things last night. One being a teeny tiny faerie in a teeny bottle! she's about an inch tall! I had to make her living environment with a tweezers! I will be adding pics in a bit to show you! The faerie is 3D she has a front and a back and her wings stick out of her back! she's adorable.... Her name you ask? I have to think about that and in time she will let me know the name she wishes to be called!
I then created a faerie Orb... my safe place when i get scared is in a lavender bubble kinda irridecent with pinks, blues .... imagine....... So my magic mind went to work and i gathered my materials i would need ..
a glass ball ornament
some alcohol inks
glue (my fav is crafters pick The ultimate) and super glue
fishing line
scotch tape
some fun fur fibers to add to the top
printed images of a fairy or yu could put wings on one of your favorite people, just make sure they will fit in the ball with room above and under the fairy .
some book pages (i used photo copied vintage book pages copied on cardstock)
A seed bead or other small holed bead to use as the stopper when tieing the fishing line off.

First i took the image of the fairy and glued her to the wrong side of the book print. I cut her out and laid her aside.
next i inked the ball, with the exception of the front which i left an oval blank spot and go lite on the ink for a dreamy effect.
I then set the glass ball on a cup to dry while i took and added some glitter on the fairys wings and where you think you'd like it. let dry or MAKE it dry by using a heat gun from a distance you dont want to burn the glitter or the paper! Sometimes i turn my oven on low and let things dry in there for a few minutes.
After your glitter is dry take the fairy and cut some fishing line so that it will go far beyond the ball when she's put in the ball, thus making room for error:)
attch the fishing line to the center of the fairy's BACK and i poked a hole thru the center of the metal cap for the glass ball so she wud hang in the middle!
Ok now is the time your gona ruff up the fairy a bit, but no worries she will recover if your not to ruff! BE CAREFUL NOT TO BREAK THE GLASS! DO NOT SQUEEZE OR FORCE, THE BALL WILL BREAK!
ok now that we have that settled :) carefully bend the wings to the back of the fairy and kind of roll her towards the back to get her in the hole at the top of the ball.
Next string the fish line thru the center hole you poked
and take a teeny piece of tape and after you decide how far down or up you want her to hang , tape the line at the hole and put the seed bead on. Tie the line so your going thru the bead and making it part of the knot, once you knot it several times put a tad of super glue if oyu have it so that it wont slide.
once your happy with the placement, making sure she is facing out where you left the blank spot on the ball for her to look out,carefull life the metal cap and stick the ultimate glue around the top of the glass opening so that it will seal when its dry. Don't worry there are air holes in the cap for her to breath. I'm a member of PETA! and also PETFairys!!!!
fond some vintage ribbon or take some brown ink and kind of lightly make it look old and string that thru the loop to hang.
Then you can use fun fur or some fancy edging around the top under the bottom of the cap for the ball to hang. you can add any fun things you'd like and there ya go! Don't forget to hang her where you will see her and talk to them often, they get lonly!
i will post pics in a bit, need to see if they are charged!
Ok another thing i learned today was to make your own alcohol inks.. using any fabric dye and rubbing alcohol! yep thats easy peezy! you should be able to find some small bottle for applying in and art store or where they sell fabric paint.
If you'd like to make some awesome transparent embossing powders mix a couple drops of alcohol ink in a small measuring cup for like medicine and the embossing powder and oyu will have rich colored transparent embossing powder. just mix untill the clumps are gone and your set!
ok i've given you some amo NOW GO MAKE ART!
FAE HUGS<
DAWN M

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Time... I need more


Well allot has been happening since my last entry! Been so busy with artwork and my groups I need more time!!! I'm proud to be a new member of "The Latest Trends in Mixed Media Art" yahoo group and also was invited to be a member of both the ebay group and the flikr group for "The Fairy Zine"!!! I am so inspired by all the talent i've seen. The help i've gotten from Jenny at the "Polka Dot Pixie" is truely amazing1 I've found that Lisa Kettel from the fairy zine to be like a sister/mentor to me as well. I'm so excited to be involved with such talented Artists,it's almost overwhelming! But trust me i'll adjust :) In the near future my class will be on the ARTchix web sight,i'll let you know when i get notified, this is exciting from me especially because I did not ask I was asked by Helga to write up the class for altered charms!!! I'm so humbled and honored to know all of you Artists and to be in your company is so inspiring! I have so many new links to add to my lists, that if you dont see your store or a link to your blog or artwork could oyu pls give me a tiny bit of your time to email me the direct links so i may add them.I have so many bookmarked i'm a bit overwhelmed! My DH is going to be making some wood shrines soon and i will post a pic so oyu can see, if your interested after seeing the pics , he will be selling them, We are pondering ebay, But if you come here and email me first you'll save money by ordering them here. I'm also working on some collage sheets from the awesome postcards and cabinet cards I've found during the summer!!! We will be offering those as well. What's next you wonder?? Rubber stamps! I've wanted to create rubber stamps for so long and I'm just going to do it! So I'm working on the sheets and will have some UM stamps in the future also. The next step is to create a web store. hehe I told ya i need more time!!! It's not going to be a huge store , just something thats easy to handle and offer some of our talent to you to use in your artwork or projects. Pls take a minute and take a peek at my art! I have more to add , in time it will happen! Big hgs to all my artsy friends I do cherish you all!! Alos my fairy art will be published in The Fairy Zine's next edition!!!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

living in the now

I have really been living in the "what if" mode while creating's new art. I seem to have overcome my fears of messing something up! Let me tell ya , it's a great feeling and so much more freedom. I used something new to me just last night and i love this product! Goldens moldling paste. Its like frosting ,dries kinda foamy and retains its shape when u poke at it LOL. I also tried paperclay for the first time and LOVE that to! It"s so light weight. I am a bit impatient waiting for things to dry so i keep the oven on warm and stick my work in the oven for about 10-20 minutes and its dry. i'm going to be adding some new links to my favs hopefully tonight .Received my order from Dharma and can't wait to start dying silk! i ordered some silk scarves and a silk skirt and that company is so reasonable and fast shipping to ! I added new art to my flickr and i am so proud of my fairie art pieces! The naughty kitty ATC is kinda funny to, go take a peek.. I've also brought out the beads and took a trip to the bead store and bought some really awesome one of a kind beads and natural semi precious stones. I do art everyday , it makes me feel so great when i finish! I have also found and have been burning sage and sweetgrass as it helps calm my nerves and gets rid of the jitters. I found some really awesome incense to at the floral boutique, its temple incence and its from India. It smells GREAT and really wakes up the mind and sences. I was told the other day I was very fairy like! LOL maybe its the positive attitude and the Bohemian skirts and being me instead of doing what everyone else is doing or wearing?? I made a really nice jewelry piece last weekend. i found an amethyst pendant in a rectangle slab shape so its thin and its so pretty and i added some sterling chain and some other purple semi precious stones and sterling charms and made some dangles! I will have to find something dark enough to take a picture of it! well till next time, happy arting and sweet fae wishes blowing your way!!
xo

Monday, August 13, 2007

What A Weekend!

It's been a long creative weekend for me! I was busy as a bee most the time creating Art to offer at my spot at the crafters market and create i did! I will be uploading all the photos of the art i did to flikr, there is a link to the right for my artwork.
I am so excited!!!! I was invited to "the Fairy Zine"!!!! I was asked to submit artwork for the upcoming issue in a halloween/maquarade theme!! I feel so blessed as when things seem to get really unbearable God seems to cast his hands on mine and then things are wonderful again and even better! The prospect of having my own small E-store is looking good, and i am really excited. Ok i noticed i say i'm excited alot! If you knew me you'd know i REALLY am excited! Thats when i talk fast and i dont take frequent breaths and my heart is goin crazy and the ideas seem to plow into my mind. I guess that i get inspired and its overwhelming sometimes!!! And thanks to Lisa at the Fairy Zine for sparling my newest creative endeavor, I made a captured Fae!!! I am going to be creating a small journal to keep track of her progress in captivity and all the things i learn.This should be fun! Don't worry Lisa, I still plan on adopting one of your so very awesome captured fae's!! Well I am going to watch Tim Holtz's Video before closing down the castle!!!
Lots of Good Faerie Energy to all of you!
Hugs,
Dawn